~spinning out on the eve of 012211~
there was silence. for 24 hours. it left me feeling hurt. angry. confused.
& spinning.
~i'm thinking i should take a step back~
quick n dirty spread 012211
~012311 am: i'm taking back control of my emotions thank you very much~
~courage~
~pa's houseboat: a perfect afternoon alone~
quick n dirty journal entry in progress 012311
~fox teaches us to be subtle, trust our instincts and at times to withdraw~
~I'm not leaving, just disappearing for a bit~
quick n dirty journal spread 012311
~i don't know what the outcome will be, so for now, i choose to feel peace, calm, & serenity~
~the houseboat is at the end of the dock~
~vintage magazines to die for~
~he said the spinaker was free~
~i've been coming here for as long as i can remember~
~pa built the houseboat & lived on it when he first moved here from denmark~
~we used to come out for dinner or after a sail when i was a kid~
~pa rebuilding the sailboat, and his # for the pt reyes marathon in 1967~
~a good balance: fun boat & row boat~
~really, she was sweet & she liked me~
~another way to make the best of it!~
~the fire marshall would not approve~
~industrial dunes are beautiful~
~the little house on the prairie on the water~
so said one of the old timers when speaking of pa's houseboat, at the end of this dock
my new fave. next time i'm feeling blue, i'll take some of this and turn into a beautiful violet
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Nice place,
nice photos,
very nice cats.
All the best Sebastian.
Posted by: Sebastian | 01/23/2011 at 10:54 PM
Wonderfully delicious you are...
Posted by: deb fink | 01/23/2011 at 10:57 PM
Curiouser and curiouser :) I'm so calmed by your art, Elke.
I saw a fox at Harbin and Zendog's memorial at Kirby Cove.
Posted by: lili young | 01/23/2011 at 11:29 PM
I am glad I got an hour or so on the houseboat with my father, it was his last time there and my first. It meant a lot to him, but his strength was at an end and he knew it. I have heard about the houseboat in his letters from when I was a child,
Love to you Elke
Posted by: Tsering | 01/24/2011 at 01:30 AM
Fascinating and beautiful- thank you for sharing this with us.
Posted by: chel | 01/24/2011 at 09:12 AM
*sigh* I'm loving these entries very much, Miss Elks! So inspiring. You are a fantastic photographer, especially the self portraits. (nice curves...ahem!!) Thank you again, for your bravery and for being such a generous sparkly faerie creature in sharing your thoughts and vision with us.
Posted by: sparkleface | 01/27/2011 at 11:27 AM
<3 <3 <3
Posted by: ember | 01/29/2011 at 06:51 PM